I miss England. Life was so much more simple then. I don't want to have to think about what i am going to do in 8 months when i graduate. What if i can't find a job? Where am i going to find the money to pay for my student loans and live? Do i stay here, move home or look for work in the cities? When are T and I going to financially be able to get married? Why can't I just trust in the Lord to show me His way? I need my focus to be on Him, not ME.

So many things have changed in my life since I last blogged. My life in England was over 2 years ago. It does not feel like it has been that long, but so much has happened since then. I have a semester and a half before I finish college. How did that happen? What if i still don't know what I want to do with my life? BUT I have to find something after graduation to pay off all the debt I incurred while earning my college education.

A few things I do know about the future. I will have debt, but a great college degree. I want to find a job working with children, just not sure if I want to be a teacher. This is something I need to continue to pray for. I know my family will still be supportive of me and help me in as many ways as they can. I know I will still have close supportive friends. (more on friends in a few) I have a strong feeling that my boyfriend will still be with me and we will continue forward in our relationship. This is another thing on the endless list of things to bring before my Lord and ask for his guidance and to reveal his vision for my future.

Okay so since coming home from England my friendships have continued to change. Who is going to make it through and still be with me? I guess I can never really tell. So many people have come and gone with only a few constants. I suppose this is one of the reasons I am greatful for my close relationship with my family.

So...yeah, this is just a lot of babbling, but it is fun to get it out. We will see how often I blog. :)